something different~

Plans...will never end....

I always like to do something different..something i nvr try b4...lots of things waiting me to be done...

What's my philosophy...? Always looking for fun in a boring life...especially working life...

Maybe someday i will juz close my mobile phone and take a trip...without an actual plan...simply grab a map from the street and pack few thing n start my journey...

Plan to have something extreme...crazy sport like bum-gee jump...parachute...hike gunung Kinabalu...tough n risky...but for me...i take it as fun n challenge...

Plan to spend a whole weekend to decorate myi can room...interested at interior design right now...although my room is small...but..im trying to bring a space theme and warm theme to my room...so that i can switch the theme depend on my mood...for my space theme...sound great...i always thinking if someday when i ly on my bed...i can look at the night sky...stars...airplan...moon...galaxy...how great it is...unfortunately if nvr happen in real life...maybe it can...but not in Condo...=='''...what im looking for is to bring all the things to my room...already have the idea...juz need sometime to deco n get the staff...maybe someday if u walk into my room...the moment i open my door...u will be liked..."Wah~~~O.O"....

Lots of plan in my waiting list...it just the matter of whether i gt time to do it...><

【有些话很轻、很淡、很疼】

1、如果很喜欢很喜欢一个人，那么，保持一个朋友的距离就够了，这样可以一辈子。千万不要奢望靠近，人一旦有了贪欲，就注定要失去

2、在无数个睡不着的晚上，我相信会有很多人，习惯性的开始闭上眼睛，安静的想念一个人，想念一张脸。而在他们心里，能够有这样一个人可以想念，或许就够了。

3、如果喜欢一个人就能和他在一起，那么这个世界就不会有悲剧存在。

4、年少的爱慕是可以寂静的，只是在以后的岁月里，我将永远走在少了你的风景里。

5、是否青涩的青春，遇见你只在路途，却不知你即将远走。又或许，太过于年少的爱情我们都走在成长的旅途中，盲目的寻找不到方向，跌跌撞撞的奔向远方。一场相遇已是缘尽一如烟光落下的薄凉，一场绚丽的开放已是开至尽头的荼靡。

6、很多事情不能自己掌控，即使再孤单再寂寞，仍要继续走下去。不许停也不能回头。

7.太过美好的东西从来都不适合经历，因为一旦经历便无法遗忘。

8.当思念太过积聚，深沉的有如负赘，会使一些遥远记忆中的说话浮到嘴边，让人忍不住想再听一遍。因为没人堪寄，所以只能借一双耳朵、、说给自己听。会使你泪流满面

9.有些人，等之不来，便只能离开；有些东西，要之不得，便只能放弃；有些过去，关于幸福或伤痛，只能埋于心底；有些冀望，关于现在或将来，只能选择遗忘。

10.生活以成败论英雄，所以必须做强者。要想成大器，就容不得胆小怕事。路再远，再荆棘满途，只要去走，勇敢的披荆斩棘，就一定能走到目的地。

11.虽然‘永远’只有简短的两个字，却无人能用文字说得完全，‘永远’到底有多远、它不会随着生命的终结而消散，真正的永远是藏在心里。尽管天会变，人会老，但那颗心不变。

12.很多时候我们不知道，却假装知道；很多事情我们知道，却假装不知道；很多时候我们不开心，却假装很开心。



【1】等待不苦，苦的是没有希望的等待。

【2】 看的开一点，伤的就会少一点。

【3】许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，一如感情：错过了，遗憾了，才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。

【4】人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人，但是车也会有停下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，当你下去的时候你挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路。

【5】不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他。

【6】有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼，却影响到你的一生。有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落。有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁。有的人一厢情愿了N年，却被你拒绝了N年。

【7】一个人过了二十岁，就不会动不动就许下承诺，也不会再动不动就为了理想放弃这、放弃那，每个人应该懂得“带你去看世界”那只是一句话，也要学会，有时在生活面前你所谓的尊严一文不值。

【8】不要太看重梦想，吃饱饭才是一切的前提；不要太看重现实，他（她）肯陪着你，给你肩膀，已经是足够了。

【9】每当你无聊的时候，总是会给你短信的那个人，才是关心你的人。不要因为习惯就觉得那是应该的。你应该知道没有事又没有企图，还会给你电话的人不多了，如果聊很久的话你应该懂得为什么。

【10】每个人都会累，没人能为你承担所有伤悲，人总有一段时间要学会自己长大。

【11】要学会说“你的眼泪，与我无关”。

【12】如果手机里的老朋友好么越来越少，不要觉得孤单，那是必然的。

【13】付出没有得到回报那很正常，就像食堂里吃饭，给的钱一样，别人碗里的肉比你多一样的道理。

【14】有机会一个人去旅行一下，记得关掉手机。



Feeling in this night...

Tmr going to start my 1^st job…

Been experience a UK life for months…been experience travelling to Europe countries for weeks…been experience memorable relationship…been experience family supporting behind me whenever I encounter any problem…

They were great experience and I knew I was made the right decision to UK…although I knew this will definitely brought me more suffering from future life…but I never regret every decision I made…if u r asking me if I have given a chance to travel back to previous life…I will choose not to…without the failure and bad experiences I had in previous time…I wont become so tough today…I mean mentally of course…physically…I juz become a fei zai… TT’’’

Know im not gonna be so much heart ~to update my blog in the future… so juz here throw out my feeling tonight…^

Time to put It down and fight for life and develop my career…^

Slp n night….ZZZ.z.z.z.zZ..

Blog

Blog is an effective way for everyone to express their disappointment, anger, critic, and stress…

For me, to understand someone, there is nothing better than blog…through the analysis…observation…doing some research…I can even understand ppl lifestyle, personality, thinking, and feeling. Maybe u will say I am just like a crazy stalker and purposely look for other’s privacy…but I can tell you…I never had any intention of stalking others or explore other privacy…not even think of crazy stuff of it…In detail, I just take it as a Story …

I quite interest to understand human behavior and thinking…maybe I should choose to take Psychology course initially…==’’’ for me, I believe not everyone will purposely hurt others as they want to…what’s the intention behind? Just trying to defend themselves…selfishness…madness…?it can be anything…

Friends around me always say I’m a defensive person…keep on defending others from critics, blaming, scolding…Haha…I just dun wan to judge a person without knowing him/her very well…I will prefer stand on their side and think…Ppl always say ”Dun jugde a book by its cover” wat…but how many person can do tat in real life…?^

Me…im not a kind person and perfect every time…of course I will Burn the book b4 look at its cover…^If I know there is someone like salesman who has intention to set a trap for me to buy something…I will get irritated…some time I can really fool him around at the end and leave…Maybe I just dun like ppl cheat on or lie to me…however in real life…lots person just like to lie in order to defend themselves from getting hurt and survive…this is so called realistic…welcome to 21century…==’’’….For me…I can lie easily…but I dun wan to…just dun wan my friendship or relationship consists of lie anyway…

Back to the topic…blog did easily for me to have a more understanding on someone…however, the more u know abt someone... the more weaknesses are discovered…something u shouldn’t know…u find out…something u r not ready to know…u find out…n try imaging what’s the consequence? ^

Anyway…starving and slpy at 1.14am…tired…but still no intention to slp…I love the quietness at night…Lazy d…Chao…

Lonely time...

Date: 24/7/2010

Time: 1:40a.m.

Weather: 10’celsius

I think everyone of my dorm mate should be on way to Land’s end…n me? Having a peaceful and silent night in my room…finally settle some of my problems encountered few weeks ago...as my philosophy…never get scare…when problem comes to me…it will be solved in the end of the day…^...hm…

Let’s talk something interesting…tmr im going to join Youth Music Festival (Tramlins Festival )organized in Sheffield City…^Again...it was a fantastic event that will be held at 30 places in Sheffield City and expected to have 50,000 visitors to celebrate together ….Hoho….^A fresh new experience waiting for me…will post some of the photo later…Ciao…^

P/S: Made some research…luckily found the previous Tramlines Festival held in year 2009.

2nd friend's birthday party...

Date:23/7/2010

Time: 2:04a.m.

Current Status: Im wee wang wang right now…

Juz finish friend’s birthday party…drank alots…vomited lots…im not drunk…but I can really feel my heart beat are getting faster…eyes turn red…losing my balance…cant stand properly…has drank too much due to I was keep LOSING in “007” game…==’’arh!!!! Really feels sleepy right now… Ciaos… Z…z…z…

Birthday Party...

Been having a crazy night from my friend’s birthday…everyone got drunk until they non-stop laughing even from a little silly thing…group of ppl…bottomless beer…craziness and happiness filled up throughout dorm… the funny part was the game session…everyone has been forced to spin for 10 round and walk a distance to get a lighter from the other one…try imaging we were watching one by one lost balance…fell down and sit on the floor… everyone keep laughing and drunk…We were Crazy!!!

Tmr will be the second round for the birthday party…everyone were forced to get themselves at least a beer…vodka…wine…wisky…whatever…for me…seriously…I really dun like the smell and taste of alcohol…not even interested…but…once in a while it was still fine for me…especially for certain occasions…I was ok with that…trying to get myself 4gt everything…(have been felt down these few days due to certain issue and… )….Since the 1^st time I got myself a alcohol drink…I tried to get myself drunk…few times after…Im proud to say that here…I Never Get Drunk…and im also shame to say that… I always vomit out all the alcohol b4 I got drunk…that’s y…hm…==’’’

Anyway…will try to get myself drunk tmr…wish me luck…^