3 month anniversary...spent few days night keep rushing around to figure out a gift for A...something memorable...something special...something funny...something i did not try b4...started brainstorming... She like to read...she like something small...she write my hand-writing for no reason...she like something portable...and my final decision was a small notebook with my handwriting...lousy idea right...?!><>
When was i actually starting this plan?...technically...i month ++ ago...cant remember the exactly date...that day i was on LRT from KJ to my station...bored and cold inside...thinking any way else to make A happy...looked around and found my inspiration...had some ideas was still blur...needed to be arranged...let it be...
Few days later...realized 3 month anniversary was coming...ish...threw out the ideas and made it feasible...think think think...1st time planning the content was at my working place food court...having a lunch break...took out a bus ticket and pen...start writing every 1st time experience...every thought and feeling on it...trying hard to recall every single conversation and the initial feeling...i love to design...especially using a crab and rubbish to design something useful...but i dun think i wan use rubbish to design A’s anniversary gift..==’’’Im lazy to update my blog of English...i used to try anything but not to related to English...but this time...im using English to record everything and made it as a book....==’’’Sooooo Challenging...>
Using English....Arg!!!!!
Using English and hand writing...Aaaarg!!!!!!
Using English and hand-writing for a Book....AAAAAAARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day by day....time was really running out...and finally my hand was injured...ish...rest rest rest...recovered and started again...till 1 day left...suddenly think of she love paper cut?! Ish...!!!Calm and think...”one day left....was it possible to finish paper cutting and writing...!?coz paper cutting was time consuming and not as simple as thinking...summore i really din try b4...how if i fail the paper cutting and not enough time to finish writing...?”...Arg!!!DUN CARE!!!When The Problem Come...It Will Be Solved Automatically!!!! Spent whole night to finish it at most...
Countdown 15 hours...Progress slow and done only 60%....Ish...
Countdown 14 hours...Dunno whether to start paper cutting...online research sample to get idea...
Countdown 13 hours...Got the idea...keep on repeating select the suitable photo to make photo cutting...but fail...some picture i love was not suitable and hard for me to cut...started fed up and wanted to give up...T.T...
Countdown 12 hours...Lye on my mattress...juz felt tired and stress...opened my wallet and looked at the couple photo...suddenly i juz like in cartoon story...light bulb appear on my head..^^search for that photo softcopy and decide to take it as my sample coz this is full of our memory...
Countdown 11 hours...Problem solved...quickly collected my entire accessory and started the project...energy came back again...^^
Countdown 10 hours...Ish...the more i cut the more it looked weirder...it did not looked alike as a photo in my wallet...ish...modify modify modify!!!
Countdown 9 hours...eyes is tired...back is pain...hand is hurt...my room looked like rubbish dumb due to those tiny piece of papers i cut it out...
Countdown 8 hours...I had done 75%...start afraid i cant catch up the time...STRESS!!!
Countdown 7 hours...im done my paper cutting...^^and it looked...weird still..
Countdown 6 hours...after beautify..it finally looked normal...>.
Countdown 5 hours...Hungry...and lots work still...Skip breakfast...continues my work...
Countdown 4 hours...Its was 12pm in the afternoon...finally finally finally.......................................I FELL IN SLEEP.....OMG!!!!!!!!!
Countdown 3 hours...Skip my lunch as well...ish...feel like i must be looked like skeleton later...started my hand writing story...wass it possible to finish the rest...God bless me?
Countdown 2 hours...85% ARH!!!!!!!!!
Countdown 1 hour...90% almost....almost....almost....energy was fading...tiredness is increasing...
When the clock stroked 4 pm....fark...i really had to go...otherwise will get late...ish...Pray to God: Giv me 15 more minutes pls...i will fully utilise it..!!!Ish...2 % left b4 complete the project...i had to depart...I still remembered when the time i reached KJ...rain heavily...this was our 3 month anniversary...A lost her phone...cant contact her as well...I talked to god: ”nice challenge....==’’’...nice challenge... ”...Dropped her a msg told her will wait in front of the 7-11...otherwise she cant see me when she came...
10 minutes passed...Rain getting heavier...
20 minutes passed...Start felt cold...
30 minutes passed...I was thinking:”it was normal...i always wait for her such long...be patient...^”
40 minutes passed...Accident? Meeting canceled d? Din drop me a msg keh?
50 minutes passed...15 Honda City cars passed by...none of one was her...
1 hour passed...Sleepy and tired...and my back was pain still due to rushed whole night and sat in front of my desk...
1 hour 20 minutes passed...Still rain heavily...wind still strong...i was cold...my forehead was sweating...my consciousness started blur d...was standing near 7-11 door...and back stick on the wall...make sure i wont fall down if there was something happen to me...==
1 hour 30++minutes passed...finally she came...the phone lost story was true...she start told me the story...
Everything was spoil...atmosphere was spoil due to she was down and bad mood...chit chat around in the car and keep hugging her to warm her up...was thinking to delay the gift giving due to not completely finish...summore it was really not the good timing...even tat is a diamond ring...she will feel down as well...but...juz get a bet...maybe this gift will at least chill her up...even she will happy for only 5miuntes...that was enough...really enough for...secretly keep it in her back pack...knew she really dun had mood to celebrate...so juz let it be...
Maybe i did disappoint a bit...but...sometimes thing will out of my expectation...so...Sign...be optimism still^^If we were Loving each other...everyday was anniversary wat...>.<
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