Currently I am having asthma seriously….
Still remember last time whenever I get sick…it came to me…can not breath smoothly…feel like dying…><>
Since I stepped into college life…It started happen frequently whenever I get angry…stress…sick…tired…sad…dust…annoyed…sometimes even feel like my heartbeat can be stopped at any time… really wanna kill myself to quit from such painful…finally I knew the way to control it to make myself feel better…close my eyes…stay calm and have a deep breath….for me …it works…
Last time…sick was the main reason to bring this painful for me…but nowadays…the more I oppress my overload anger, stress, tired, and sad…the more I suffer from breathless…trying to be patient and optimism all the time…however…keep on challenge my patience and optimism ...i will be exploded and lost my mind some day…try imaging you put a firecracker inside a sealed container and keep on light up…the only thing you can see eventually is Break…what if the same thing happen to human…keep on stressing them?…mental problem…crazy…bad tempered…><
I used to describe I am a sleeping volcano…it seldom explodes does not mean it never explode… Having a stress and tired now…just wan to quit from my life…sleep on my bed…get into my dream…and hope I never wake up..
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