A Letter to….

Dude:

Hey…Silly Child…this is the worst thing u ever heard all this time right? I dun know when u gonna open your blog and read the post again…but…before you directly skip it…just listen and finish this post…12 april 2010 at 21.54pm…I decide write this msg to you…Yes…Silly Child…this is the WORST to describe you…n u know that as well…maybe this is not worst part…^the Worse part is…it is Truth…but….past…dun keep it in mind…u try yo best…u know that…4gt everything u had….EVERYTHING…even u hurt…and feel wanna die at this time…there is no fairy tale relationship…there is not everyone 1^st relationship can maintain till the wedding…maybe have it…I heard it…from yo fren RL…maybe there is only 1 couple out of 10 can make it…but Congrate…U r not the lucky 1…Silly Child….Time to Wake Up...really…time to wake up…^^At least u experience the truth of reality…at least u learn lots ways to treat other(although still fail)…at least you experience how to love and be in love…enough d…Pls…from now onwards…try to be nice to other…U r nothing…so dun act smart…learn from mistake ba…its suck…but this is Life…hope u can read this b4 u depart to UK…throw anything away…dun bring It to UK…it is time for you to pack all yo things and mood before that…Dun 4gt yo dream…Event Planner…^Wish you still remember the motivation behind that…yes…the motivation is faded…but…find it bec ba^^ March and April 2010 are the tough months i ever had…Relationship…Work…Relationship…Health…all problems come to me at the same time…and the worse is…I cant lets anyone know…cant even tell eX…haha…few more weeks to go…going to be more tough enough…^

Remember thx Stevy…most important person in your life…she is the 1st phone you and care you after that…love her always^^Ck for his romantic idea(damn helpful)…thx RL for his physical support you during rushing project…Thx AJ for consult you(like her thinking)…MZ for his consolation…he is the 2^nd to care you…2 sentences but enough d..really really enough d…

Now…I just need some time…no…maybe lots time to recovery…anyway…dun expect me like a computer that can clean everything with 1 click…im human being K!!!…Wish the time u read this…U are smiling and Laughing to yoself y will you write this to yoself…instead…still recovery from hurt…Fucker…im just encourage U summore at this tough moment!!! Time to stop it…Dude…be Tough…

You

12 April 2010