Finally…end of my job… 8.30am start depart from home and reach home at 11.30…==’’’…15hours for continuous 4 days….really a challenging job… learn lots…experience lots…tired lots as well…physically and mentally…but during this 4 days period…finally I made a decision and decide my career…I found a direction where to go…one of the reason was I was interested in this job…another main reason was……..?i hope this main reason can keep motivating me till last…but does it possible…?Anyway…This few days communicate lots with public…gain lots knowledge there…look and observe every couple walk by in front of me…from 3rd party point of view…they may not as beautiful and charming enough… but they definitely are from their partner point of view…hold their partner hand tight…smile together…play together…took photo together…juz start thinking…are there juz start their relationship…?No…so how will they still so close to each other…I Confused….
Know some funny guys…when the last day end of our job….before we left…we dint leave each other contact number or msn…maybe it was enough to know them for few days…when knew someone longer…we can see lots weakness from each other…so sometime it was really enough to know for few days…Got to know a girl? Erm…juz 1...but not intend to leave contact method to her other as well…y? because…it was not necessary…
My working place more like a play ground rather than working environment…joke around with foreign guy…realise they are quite well educated…polite…friendly…respectful…start wont feel afraid to talk with them anymore…
This few days…face lots and lots problems…not from working place but from……..know I can experience deeply that working life will really cause someone thinking become so negative…hmmp…but seriously…I still can adapt to my working life and find myself a reason to be optimism still…how…think of something happy? Its stupid way…but for me it works…think of something…plan of something…brainstorming something…keep all this things in my mind…how come I gt this time…?Yes…at working place…I really busy…technically it did not have time for myself at all…but I create it…walking…break time…waiting…on board…after work….lots and lots as long as I was not at my position…Work really cause me tired….and think of those things are the only way to distress and cheer me up so far…juz realise all this time I still gt lots thing not yet done to…..…?start learn to be smart…planning every single detail thing on that…everything was well planning…but do I still gt opportunity to implement that…who knows…==’’’…
Anyway…1.29pm now and im hungry and faint faint dei and sit in front of the computer….have to start a new day and start my work up plan…bless me ba…^
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